I've always been fascinated with writing a letter to my future self..... I wonder, had I done this 10 years ago... what my 14 year old self would have said....probably some really amusing things.
So here goes - I want to write a letter to myself, that I can go back and read in 10 years.
Dear Me,
First off, are the wrinkles that you were terrified of getting as bad as you thought they would be? Have you overcome your aversion to straws (I'm sure you remember that you often refused to use them BECAUSE of getting wrinkled even though you thought it was ridiculous). Do you still focus on your mouth shape when you brush your teeth? If so -- you are crazy.
Second, did you ever master Spanish and French? If not, you should be really annoyed with yourself - you've had TEN years.
A little something to remember -- there has been so much trying to make friendships work that I don't care to about - it's not worth the engery to try and please everyone - you don't need to be friends with everyone, especially if they aren't likable anyway.
Here are some things you loved- red hair, suntans, real laughter, secrets, gossip, twilight, reading, romance, big purses, the color yellow, cranberry mango room scents, cafe rio, arrowhead water, jeans with big stitching in them, writing, compliments, blogging, girl's trips, barnes and noble, friends' little girls, short dresses, swimsuits, laying in the sun, nissan vehicles, book clubs, and walking in the dark, intense stories, curled hair, and the lamp selection at Ross, Derek Morgan, tricep muscles, and the sound of the wind in the trees.
You were scared of the landing at the bottom of the stairs, 'what if's', your next door neighbors dad, and traveling alone.
You hated dasani water (why is that even a big deal to you?), when people left the noise button on and you could hear them texting, long fingernails (the real kind), and girls that cause drama, fake people, yelling, lipliner, people who mumble, mushy comments that spouses leave each other on facebook, and the neverending updates of people's children, student loans, the rude lady at barnes and noble (I hope she's quit by now), deadlines, 8 am work, and that coworker that is currently making your life hell.
I know most people give advice to their future selves, but I know myself, and I probably won't listen to the young me anyway - I'm too stubborn.
Xoxo,
Amy
P.S. today is the best day of your life because it means you have FINALLY paid off those !@#$#! student loans!